xineanne's blog

I don't know what's happening to me.
It feels like something's missing so bad.
But it also feels like it's not essential.
But there's this strong passion that makes me want to wander out there and looking for this thing missing in my heart.
I feel like my roots are gone if I were a plant.
I feel like a deep well with no water.
I feel so hallow that I have no limbs.
I feel so empty.
But do you know what is this thing I'm looking for?
It's just a CD. A compact disk as you put it.
Maybe it's a normal one for your eyes.
But maybe that CD will fill my empty well perfectly.
Kind of weird right?
I'm also wondering why that CD's got a real strong effect on me.
I'm thinking that maybe SHE is really my root.
Maybe SHE really awakened in me the music I never knew I could create.
As you know, music is my life. It's my bestest friend.
It's the blood in my veins.

Now, if you happen to have that THE SPIRIT ROOM album, I will buy it.
REALLY.

Nothing.
I am a super fan of Michelle Branch.
She inspired me to compose songs and play the guitar.
At the age of 10.

Now I'm becoming a super fan of Ashley Tisdale.
Ashley Michelle Tisdale.
HAHA.

They're both born on July 2.
So what's with that? HAHA.

Wala lang.

I don't know why I am blogging this.
Maybe because I am a patriotic Filipino, and I also love those who love my country.
And I believe one of them is Tita Cory.

Haha. I'm calling her Tita Cory.
Anyway, I usually thought Tita Cory was an invincible icon. When I was born, she was there already, not as a president, but as a private individual who gave opinions on what is currently going on with our society, specially our government. She was like the neutral side.

I can say I always believed in her opinions. She may have crossed seas, like supporting GMA first during the oust of Former President Joseph Estrada, then later opposed GMA. It was like a "balimbing" move, but I think we all do that at some point in our lives. We do something, then we realize that it was wrong, and then we go to the other side and oppose it. People and situations change, everything changes, that's why.